6/20/2018 2:26:22 AM by
MihalyK
(Edited: 6/20/2018 2:51:34 AM)
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Whether I want to actually do what I imagined at first. Of course like many who begin this, it's interesting and undeniably tittilating, exciting and appealing. I would never wish to place constraints on others who find this kind of feeling and desire to follow this as an interest.
What I have found, however is that to some extent, the real proper work involved and dedication is quite demanding.
That it would be, I wasn't really surprised, I knew it would be, and am determined to try to follow through with as much as I can actually realistically commit, but I need to say that perhaps I wasn't really fully aware just how much time and effort these kinds of things can take.
To put it plainly, I realise now that a lot of what I was hoping to get done will probably take much more time than I was originally prepared to put in. That being said, I am reluctant to completely give it up, or to give in to a sense of lack but am now realising just how much more I need in terms of time, and more importantly actual assistance or extra work that I may not be able to do, which would require a team of people to get done.
What I guess I am saying is that I need to organise a few extra people in order to get done what I would like to achieve, and in saying that I realise it means both providing an overall vision as well as a reason for others to find what I do interesting.
Perhaps a better way to go would be to join up with a project already established, to find a way to umderstand how projects work and to work a bit more at improving my skills.
that's what I have to say just now. I am not accepting comments, this is mainly for my own notes.
I'll end with saying that I'm not giving up just yet.